Well my cousin Jeff told me this would happen. Ha guess I didn’t listen to him. I mean I listened to what he had to say I just didn’t want to hear it. It’s happen before and it put me through a lot of pain. Having feelings for someone that doesn’t have the same ones for you back truly sucks. So I guess I’m going to keep some what of a distance with my crush. Because the more I’m around her the more hurt I’ll become know that I can’t be what she wants/needs.

Life still goes on.( looking on the bright side of things) so I’ll be sure to keep you updated tumblr. Until Next Time..

Yes, the title says it all. There is a girl that I’m starting to fall for. I should be happy and all but I’m not. It’s one of those relationships where you don’t know what’s going on. I’m in the friend-zone and everything. I’m a hell of a friend. But I tend to find myself now and then flirting with her a lot. Nothing ever happens when I do though. Trust me if I want something to happen it would. ;) ha. I wouldn’t find myself shy at all. She is just one of those girls where you don’t want to mess anything up by being stupid. I have to think with my head and not my penis( only few can comprehend) haha. I always find myself wanting to be around her. There are those people that you can be yourself around, and there are those people that bring out a better you. She happens to be one of those people. She has so much energy and excitement that it’s sexy. Ha. I can go into so much more detail about this but I chose not to….well right now at least. I’ll be sure to keep you updated about what’s going on with our awesome( friendship) ha Smh . So tumblr… Until Next Time…

Hey hey hey( fat Albert voice) I know it’s been awhile since I’ve blogged. I’ve been busy with school and finishing up my finals. Trying to get my grades going good so I can transfer to UCO for my Dance scholarship! Your boy trying to do it big. Ha. I have a lot of time on my hands so I’m going to be blogging more often. Not just send random pics like a lot people do on here. Not saying any names. Lol. So stay tuned. Ha… Until Next Time.

I wonder a lot of things sometimes. Especially why I am so nice to people that truly don’t deserve it. Guess that’s how mom and dad raised me. But when am I going to say enough is enough and say fuck it. Only time will tell I guess. I think people see how nice I tend to be and just run me over. Sad thing is I notice it happening and still haven’t done anything to change it. Well now I’m calling a quits. No more mr. Nice guy! Haha. I’m not saying I’m going to be a complete dick to everyone. But I’m going to be pretty close to it. Lol. Well see how this goes. So Tumblr, Until Next Time…

This has been the worse April yet… Nothing seems to be going right. First a wonderful woman passed away this week. RIP GAYLA. She was such an amazing woman. I wish I knew her a lot more than I did. The times I met her awesome. She will be missed..

Then this morning my mom went into the emergency run. She had to have surgery. Nothing makes me more sad seeing my mom in a hospital bed. She is the hands down the best nurse in this whole building.. I keep tearing up when I look at her, but I got to stay strong. I pray that she will heal.. I’m use to coming to the hospital and seeing her working with a smile on her beautiful face. Not looking like she is dieing in a bed. :’(

This is a question i ask myself all the time… Can Guys Be Whores??? I seriously think that we cant. It takes the female to have sex, of course a guy is going to jump at the pussy any chance we get. that doesn’t necessarily make us the whores. The woman is the ones who open their legs and provide the sex.

If a guy ever wanted to have sex bad it would be hard for us to get it easy. We would either have to get a hooker or find a girl that is real easy, or maybe an ex girlfriend. you get the point. ha…..But if a girl wanted to have sex with a guy it would be on and cracking in the next 30 minutes whoever. So in other words guys cant be whores or sluts. we are just a couple of innocent horny human beings… Ladies just don’t understand us.

So if a guys in a relationship right. And he sleeps around with a lot of different girls. does that make him a whore or slut? sounds to me that he is just sleeping around with a whole bunch of whores and sluts. Ladies just don’t understand how hard it is to get a piece of ass whenever we want it… that’s why majority of guys masturbate. smh.

My friend Sonora truly thinks that its the man that is the slut/whore. she thinks guys are just as guilty as girls. so she says. ” Girls wear make-up because guys like what they see. and guys lie because girls like what they hear. -Sonora Z.

So that concludes my thought for the morning… So Until Next Time…